It's 2011 now, and my life is no longer an ever-capsizing ship.
Every once in a while I notice a leak. Sometimes all I have to do is go to sleep and then wake up to realize that there was never a leak in the first place; I was just seeing one in that moment. But even if there still is water coming on board, I make a plan and then I patch it up.
I don't need to redesign the ship now. It floats.
Sometimes I have to take a breath to realize just how unbelievably good things are, how fortunate and lucky I am, and how amazing it is that I'm actually living the life I only dreamed about four short years ago.
And then, sometimes I have to be reminded. :-)
Now then... what to do with this floating ship?